Tuesday, December 30, 2008
stole the shuffle survey...
How are you feeling today? Emotional
How do your friends see you? Cupid
Will you get married? We belong together
What is your best friends theme song? She's got you
What is the story of your life? Just fine
What was high school like? Day dreaming
What is the best thing about your friends? Hey sandy
What is gonna happen tonight? Ahh real monsters
What describes the remainder of the weekend? Bring it on home to me
What song describes you? Dreaming of you
What descibes you grand parents? Don't confess
How's your life going? I fall to peices
What song will they play at your funeral? Ill stand by you
How does the world see you? Where oh where can my baby be?
Will you have a happy life? Cigarettes and chocolate milk
What do your friends really think of you? Touch the hem of his garment
Do people lust after you? Nineteen
How can I make myself happy? I could fall in love
What should you do with your life? Hallelujah
Will you ever have children? Fly like me
Thursday, December 25, 2008
i wanna see the spirit!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
OMG! that was the saddest post ever.
what do the lonely do... at christmas?
‘Tis the season to be jolly
But how can I be when I have nobody
The yuletide carol doesn’t make it better
Knowing that we won’t be together
A silent night
I know it’s gonna be
Joy to the world
But it’s gonna be sad for me
What do the lonely do
At Christmas
Oh, oh, what do the lonely do
At Christmas time
The children can play with their new toys
While their little hearts burst open with joy
And lovers can kiss beneath the mistletoes
The choirs can sing those glorious songs of old
But what is left
Oh, for me to do
Now that it’s Christmas
And I don’t have you
What do the lonely do
At Christmas
Oh, oh, what do the lonely do
At Christmas time
Oh, oh, what do the lonely do
At Christmas
What do the lonely do
At Christmas
Oh, what do they do, what do they do
At Christmas
Ooh, what do they do, what do they do
At Christmas
Oh, oh, what do the lonely do
At Christmas
What do the lonely do
At Christmas
Oh, ho, what do they do, what do they do
At Christmas
Omigod I'm not that depressed! Please nobody send the authorities for me, I just heard the song driving home and it kinda put me in the mood. I'l be ok tommorrow I swear!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
i love creative peoples
I just had so much fun hanging in a coffeehouse watching a friends band jam for hours, talking with cool ass people, and generally unwinding from an unforgiving, seemingly unending day/week. Its funny that everyone I was just around started as friends of friends of mine, and eventually we've gotten to know each other better, sometimes even without the original gateway friends, lol. But everytime I am around this crew I wind up thouroughly entertained, at least mentally stimulated, and generally in a better mood than when I arrived.
I also invited someone who I only met this week, but since we were talking about the dearth of quality live music in the area, I had to invite her to the show my boys just invited me to. Even though work schedules kinda got in the way, we got to both catch some of the show, and converse for a little bit, which was really cool. Plus, its always fun to play the "now that I'm sober, is the person I'm about to meet up with as cute as I remember?" -game. But all in all I had a great time.
few more rad events of this evening: gossip that doesn't actually hurt anyone- I heard from somebody who says he heard from somebody, that I used to have a band back in the day. Not even that I was IN a band but that I HAD my own band. How rad is that? It leaves me asking so many questions. Who the hell said that, being the first one. Also, what was the bands name, cuz I love bitchin band names, I even wrote a scene for 8th grade drama show about starting and naming a garage band. And why did the band stop playing? Am I in retirement? Were we any good? Did I have a shot at the big time? I kinda think its time for a reunion tour now, or at least a solo comeback project. I can also add like 2 more people from tonight to the list of "melissa you should totally start practicin your instrument so we can jam all the time like a bunch of hippies"-movement. What the hell why not? There's a song I always have stuck in my head, that I feel like singing(?) Maybe in my next voogle(coming soon!) If the voogles don't force my acct closed then we'll know if its worth a damn at all. Also we all stood around outside being cold, cuz we are used to south florida weather, and at some point like 5 people leaning on a car out front randomly break into acapella version of 'bohemian rhapsody'.
so that was rad, it was a rad night. My phone was dead tho. So it was off when a blast from my past sent one of those late-nite texts. One of those "what you doin?' Texts at any time ending in AM. No comment there, I just found that interesting. I think I'm glad my phone was dead.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
'i meet the coolest people in bars' or 'a stranger is just a friend you havent met yet...'
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
just like groundhogs day
I look at this season last year and them then year or 4 before it and I come up withat least 1 common denominator: someone who is into me. Usually someone who is into me more than I am interested in them. In about 2 of those out of those 4 years there is also someone else who may be kinda interested in me. And like any red blooded american girl who grows up watching tv movies I've learned to chase the unattainable, so in at least a few situations, I've chosen the bad boy, or the 'playa' or the manwhore over the party who was generally interested in me.
I read a horoscope this week, which I usually don't do. It told me I would face a familiar choice and to make the right decision by breaking old habits.
well? This has certainly been a hell of a year for that. I can say I've never had as many options as I do now, and I certainly have never had less sense of direction than I do now. I may be a few years out of school, 6 months into my very first apartment lease, a few years out of my first super serious relationship, and right smack in the middle of a whole entire revelation about my own personal and sexual identity, but according to a horoscope, I should break old habits, lol. So from here on out, I'm just gonna flip a coin, pick a number, or use some other random act of selection to make the big decisions for me next year. I'm sure I can't screw up anymore than I already have.
shoot, this isnt even the post I was trying to write, lol. I've been drinking, I'll come back 2moro, with an update of whats really going on
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